Dylan~
She lie there on my lap in a blood soaked dress, a dagger buried in her chest.
Her heart has already stopped beating sometimes ago but I can't make myself to let go of her so I'm still clutching her lifeless body to my chest.
Warm liquid trails down my cheeks and drops on her pale face.
I don't even know when I started crying maybe when I saw the dagger went straight through her chest and she hit the ground and the realisation that I couldn't save her.
I ran towards her took her in my arms, she told me she loves me before closing her eyes.
I'm crying and begging her to wake up, to open her eyes again but I know she can't, she doesn't even move an inch.
Her eyes are closed stopping me from seeing those beautiful green eyes, even in death she looks ethereal, her once pink lips which are pale now, high cheekbones long dark lashes touching her cheeks, dark brows and long beautiful natural blue hair.
I've never seen anyone with blue hair until her.
But she will never see me again admiring her. She came here to save thousands of people only to die in the return.
It's my fault she died if I came here a little early she wouldn't have to die like this, I would have saved her it's all my fault that I was late, it's my fault that I couldn't save her.
I was so relieved when I finally saw her but the happiness quickly died when the dagger hit her in the middle of her chest before my eyes.
Everything is my fault.
Her body is cold, colder than ice.
She's dead.
The only one I love so much, the one who made me smile whenever she was with me, the only one who told me I have a soft heart how funny when everyone only saw me as a ruthless, merciless killer, she saw the real me under my facade, she taught me how to be kind again.
She filled my black and white life with vibrant colors and now she's dead and took all the colors and happiness from my life with her, the ones she once gave me and left me here in this world all by myself.
She told me she would never leave me and she didn't on her own, the universe snatched her away from me.
The world lost it's color in my eyes the moment she closed her's.
We are on the top of a cliff we came here to ask for a potion from the god of Death for the thousands of people In Moonsland who are dying because of a disease and Death himself have the medicine to save all these people.
I'm trying to remember if there was anything that I could've done to prevent this from happening.
We were so close from the top when suddenly.
Three wolves are in front of our way.
Where the hell are these wolves even came from?
But it's not the time to wonder, we have to reach the top before dawn and we don't have much time left.
"Alle, go right now and wait for me up there I can handle them myself." I said lifting my sword.
"No." she said firmly "I'm not going anywhere without you, I can't let you fight three wolves on your own it's a risk, we will fight them together." She protested.
"Please, just go and wait there, we don't have much time, I'll be quick, I can't let anything happen to you, just go Alle." I said.
The wolves have started coming towards us.
"But—" she started.
"Please Alle." I cut her words before she could protest farther more. "I'll be fine trust me I can handle them myself, you think I can't even fight three wolves am I that much weak?" I teased to lighten the mood.
"Just go, Alle. I'll be safe, okay?"
I can tell she isn't convinced but agreed and started running towards the top of the cliff silently telling me with her gaze to be safe.
One of the wolves started running behind her but before he could attack her I threw my blade and it went straight through his eyes piercing it, he died immediately.
By the time I killed the other two wolves and went to the top I was already late and saw her dying.
I told her to wait but she went forward without me and chose the wrong door, there where three doors.
1) Where we will find god of Death.
2) Where will be a giant snake.
3) Where the dagger was.
Don't ask me how I know I have my ways.
She opened the wrong door and the dagger came out with a brutal force cutting the air and killing her.
If only I was a little early she would have been here with me, alive right now.
I would have saved her if I was early.
I can't stop myself from thinking about those "ifs" and "maybes."
I'm begging the universe to bring her back to me, waiting for some kind of a miracle that will never happen.
But I can't loose hope this early, some may say how pathetic I sound but I can't let my only love leave me like this, maybe I'm being selfish for wanting her back in this hell like world from the only escape but I can't live without her—
My thoughts came to a halt when suddenly something..
Not something but someone's dark presence gave a jolt through my nerves.
I was furiously looking around to find out who it was.
Then a dark silhouette came in front of my view.
A man in black clothes and a hood covering his head and face, dark black smoke coming from under his hood I can't see his face but no one needs to see his face to tell that he is the god of Death.
His presence is enough for you to know.
He came towards us slowly and leans a little.
"She came here to save others, but died in the end." He said in his dark voice lacking any kind of sympathy.
"What a tragedy" he said again.
"Please, please bring her back." I begged him. Because I knew he was the only one who could save Alle.
I've never begged someone before, not when I accidentally broke my father's favourite vase as a child and he locked me in a dark room.
And I was having a panic attack because I was scared of dark, but still refused to beg them to let me go, I lay there all night in my piss and vomit.
And not when my father's friend's kids cornered me and bullied me, I was weak and small so I wasn't able to unarmed them and they tried to kill me by my own sword, they told me to beg if I don't they will kill me, even if I was weak I didn't beg.
But before they could do anything my father came and saved me but he didn't said anything to them.
I don't beg.
I never beg.
But for her I'll get on my freaking knees and beg every single person and god who will bring her back to me.
"Please bring her back I'll do everything just please bring her back." I told him pleadingly, but he remained silent.
"You can take me I'll give you my soul but please bring her back." Her life is more important than mine's, so I'll willingly give him my soul.
"Oh, my boy I don't trade soul for a soul." He said simply.
"Then please do something else but bring her back, I'll do anything for it." I told him sounding desperate by every second that passes.
"I can't bring someone back from death." He said shattering my hopes into millions of pieces. My already crumbling world crumbled down farther more, but his next words surprised me.
"But I can do something else." His words sank into me and I looked at him with hope in my eyes for the first time that night.
"But in return I'll take something." He said darkly.
"Anything. I'll give you anything for her." I declared.
Even though I can't see his face but still I can practically hear him smirk.
"This, is the problem of the human beings who are so in love that they will agree to do anything without even thinking twice." He said dryly.
But that's not my concern right now. I said what I said. I'll do everything for her without a second thought even if it's mean to take my own goddamn life. So be it.
So I asked again "Tell me what do you want?"
"You'll find that out soon." He said wryly.
Confusion crawls through me.
"Okay." I said quietly, I'm not in a position to press this matter any longer. He can have anything from me. I'll give it to him for her.
"But please do something, Bring her back."
"I can't bring her back but I can send you both in the past just before she chose the wrong door so you can stop this tregedy from happening this time." He told me.
Happiness was all over my face so was confusion, is that possible? Really?
I knew something wasn't right but I didn't care, all I care about right now is Alle will be with me again.
"So, tell me do you want that?" He asked, even though he knew my answer already.
"Yes."
I said desperately.
I was never this sure of a answer in my life before, like I am right now.
My brain has stopped working a long time ago, I don't know if it's a right decision or wrong or what will be the consequences, I don't care about them.
Right now I can only think about that everything will be right again. I'll save her this time, there's no backing off for me now.
Not when I can be with her again. She will be with me again by my side.
"Are you sure?" He asked again.
"Yes."
After that all I saw was darkness.
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